well another day moment of wondering about the ID and also wondering what to do with my time here on earth; how to be creative and fulfill myself in some manner; to direct myself into the creative side of life and further my goals of poetry reading right now...; earthlings are quite a bunch;where to place my attention and focus yet upon the Life that I AM; letting go constantly of the appearances of people and things; giving myself into the Life I AM and letting go of appearances...; quite a challenge sometimes; ignorance is an epidemic within the human earthlings, but there seems to be no signs of it abating with peoples rebellion from truth and honesty; yet to my own Self be true; why might i need others to seek truth does it give me an occupation or what; i dont need others to do anything other than what they are doing in first grade; this is not a masters program you know; first grade...pre-school; be with them in pre-school and watch and observe, learn from their maneuverings; just surrender sacrifice selflessness and service; the fourfold philosophy of life; channel all this into creative fulfillment...creative works; can i do this just today; I AM the Life Force not the animation, the animator I AM be that...